stupid shit.all day.everyday

as i forget, i’m relieved.
as i reminisce, i miss.

the weeks, the days i spent felt like forever. i couldn’t get you off my mind, i wondered how you get inside my head. and to think that you were mine. i thought you meant it when you said forever, i guess i was dead wrong.i still get choked up when i think of you, it happens all the time 😔

i wanna be happy. like happy happy. like so happpy to where i can’t even comprehend my ecstacy. i want it to overwhelm me. please me
make me happy. make me able to find no negativity in a n y t h i n g
asking for happiness is like asking your grandpa to live forever, as much as you want to believe it’s gonna happen, it won’t.

you’re annoying. shut up now
k thanks

you’re worthless. you’re nothing. you’re meaningless in this world. nobody gives a fuck so stop your crying. if you want shit done, rely on nobody but yourself.